rouge

You know how your heart pumps really really fast and you feel butterflies in your stomach.
You feel the blood rushing to your face and it turns red.
And you're so embarrassed but happy at the same time
...i know im talking gibberish...
But I every time I feel the adrenaline, I turn ecstatic and excited.
*smiles blissfully*

I know that it'll be a great paper whenever I get this feeling before stepping into the exam hall.
...yes, i am talking about the exams! what were you thinking?=P...
But unfortunately, I didn't feel this way for my econs paper.
Needless to say, I died.
*sigh*

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..
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Hopefully everyone died with me.
*(-_-)*
...i feel the inner peace again...

DONT ASK.

It's been 3 months, still no progress? Lol. That's what I get from my family and friends. Somehow they think that coming to uni is the BEST way to fish for a boyfriend ...i beg to differ... Why is it that they think I have so much time to go roam about with a sensor stuck on my head search for the right TYPE and casting a bait out for all to see? If I have time to do that, might as well use that time to get some extra sleep *(-.-)"* It's not that I don't want one, but I am too preoccupied with other stuff like all the ECAs and how can I forget my "FAVOURITE" hobby, STUDYING! Did you guys forget? That's what I'm here for.

Why the sudden urge to bark all this out in a post? Coz I noticed that every time I'm online, the first question my brother asks me is "Found a bf yet?"...pls note the "yet" part... And my friend from KL asked me "Found anyone you like?". Am I really that sad ar? Coz I have not found anyone yet. In fact, I was just having this conversation with Jo the other day and she said the SAME THING. Is it us, or is it just the fact that there's no SINGLE and ATTRACTIVE GUYS in NTU. In our defense, we have to note that WE ADORE OUR SINGLE LIFE. No worries, no troubles, no having to care and think of his feelings. In short, we can do whatever the hell we want. *(^-^)*

Yes, sometimes it can be lonely. But until a guy like TOP comes along, I value my singularity. Therefore, stop asking me if I found anyone. I swear I will print a poster, hang it around my neck, take a picture of it and upload it on Facebook when I get one. And if I am seriously that fugly that no one wants me after 4 years in uni, I will live alone with 39 cats as prophesied by everyone I know ...single ppl are welcome to stay with me, we will grow old, alone and happy together...

I know that my friends in M'sia will be laughing their asses off after reading this post. You guys back there, this one is for you. Love love. *lmfao*

aMUSEd

I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
you've created

You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

You will be the death of me
Yeah You will be the death of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped
sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation

You will squeeze the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
ooooohh

yeah You will suck the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh

MUSE - TIME IS RUNNING OUT

A that song suits my mood perfectly. No points if you manage to guess what the YOU is refering to. Coz it's all too obvious.

one line

I killed a lot of trees today.

shortCRAP

"Oh my, what big eyebags you have?", asked Crystal 1.
And Crystal 2 replied, "All the better to watch youtube with, my dear.".

"Oh my, what long nails you have?", said Crystal 1.
"All the better to type on my laptop my dear", replied Crystal 2.

"Oh my, what big teeth you have?", asked Crystal 1.
"All the better to chomp down cookies, chocolates and cakes with, my dear.".

This is all I can think of, youtube-ing, blogging and eating. Oh no! What am I to do? My studying to slacking ratio is extremely shocking. But I know that I have to really turn on the engine. Yes I shall! For obedient endurance is the crowning mark of maturity.

*determined until dinner comes*